Travel-somnia

i write this posting to say my thanks to firework inventor

Jakarta, 19 September 2009.
18.05 finally boarding call for lion air destination jogjakarta sounded. Its been late from schedule16.30. I know waiting is boring, but the system, service, facility..oooh makes me hectic. I've been tired to wait all day long, stuck at SoeTa Airport CGK since 1 pm. But the worse, queue and inconvenient place at terminal 1 CGK. Grumbled, I wait 16.00 until 19.oo at waiting room, and do another waiting on the cabin.
19.30 this iron bird just left the airport, flying anticipate for Idul Fitri in the morning.


I'll celebrate this holly moment with my family.

and tired to wait at waiting room, and even at cabin i have to do another waiting, oooh dear...
but all those travelsomnia suddenly forgotten when i saw nite city view from the sky above. Series of light from cars, billboards, buildings, city lamps create unsimetric glowing. Very relieving.
Little bit late to be noticed, a kind of circle light showering the night. Yes, its a firework. Like a child, i try to search the firework from the crowded enthusiatically. Forget about all the hectics i got in the airport, focus on my own fantasy about the beautiful of firework. Im hypnotized, then fall a sleep.
Open my eyes and consious, pilot warn about safety belt, we will arrive.

message to you

How many word, time, feeling we’ve share…

Still can’t heal this yearning

Yes, distance and physical matter take us apart

Tonight, I share this accumulated point..

I wish you listen when i whispering my longing

Just be there, to be with me…

And I will send you message: “Adek kangen banget ma aa’..” I miss you so hunny

........ hoping your reply..............

Anniversary of Life

new spirit

Visiting negeri –senja inspire me to write on my blog. It reminds me when I start to read blog, fall in love, then write on my own. Some people now call it blogsphere, as the substitution to our atmosphere. No wonder blog is as comfort as our earth. Remember that I ever had inspiration on a blog, owned by atta’s Chinese friend, Alex. I copy one of his postings on this page, told bout egalitarian. Having blog just like having your own room, space, home, or whatever yours. And you can welcome your friend for visiting, feels nice…

U can imagine this :

Atta, indah sekali menikmati senja dengan secangkir kopi dari gazebo dipinggir sungai itu cuma senja..tidak ada hujan dan gerimis..

Thanks to all bloggers that I’ve visited to, keep on blogging.

FlavoR-FuLL

I thought that my holiday will be a lazy, boring, straight day, nothing happen. But I’m wrong.

Last night, I had words with my boyfriend. Really hate him last night; I can’t accept what he’s done. Went to bed, cried, and mistreated feeling. But we’ve gone along well in the morning, try to forgive, understand, and forget what we’ve gone through. Especially since we’re far apart, try to accept commitment consequence. Learn, learn, learn..

"We need people in our lives with whom we can be as open as possible. To have real conversation with people may seem like such a simple, obvious suggestion, but it involves courage and risk." --Thomas Moore

And just few minutes ago, I found my old photographs. There are me, my ex boyfriend and someone else. My feeling is so awkward. How’s your feeling when u found that kind of picture, especially when at that moment the ex boyfriend marry to someone else that I mention above. I tell you, the awkwardness is not something sad, disappoint, or regret. Specifically I’m surprised that I still have that picture, that I ever had memory with those people, but nothing more. I already passed those feelings ago. I plan to burn their pics, but not mine :) and I’ll tell this story to you readers, and my lovely aa’.

Respect: wIsdom from hatred

“Respect your fellow human being, treat them fairly, disagree with them honestly, enjoy their friendship, explore your thoughts about one another candidly, work together for a common goal and help one another achieve it. No destructive lies. No ridiculous fears. No debilitating anger.” --Bill Bradley

I’m working in one of BIG Indonesian business organization that is not only a company but companies as a group. 1^st august 2009 a year I have been here, getting story, experience, and knowledge. Recently, I could add wisdom in to the list. Sure, not my wisdom, but I get it from my seniors. I just re-learn that a man needs respect from others. Word “respect” is not lip service only, the wisdom teaches me one of the manners to show respect.
It is easy to receive or taking wisdom from senior, who we adore to, but in my experience, I take it from the one I’m not respect with. As a human, it is important to keep our hatred aside, or else we can’t take valuable lesson from others. I already get it, tough it’s hard to receive positive lesson from someone that I hate, moreover to take it by myself. And now i feel very positive that I can treat him fairly.